That I’ve been working on (soberly. For once.)
As always, I take requests. G’night.
Lately, things have been shifting, and maybe for the better. I’m not sure. But I don’t seem to feel any strong need to complain about it, either.
I’m trying. I’m trying to be patient; also learning to drop the self-deprecation/grand scheming act and live in the moment before I miss a lot of important shit while I was too busy thinking of a future that maybe, in the end, belongs to a complete stranger.
What is the waiting game about, anyway? Fame? Fortune? If I had the answer – If any of us had an answer – We would never have to wait to begin with. I don’t give too much of a shit about either of those things above, because I know there is something more out there. Something richer, and more fulfilling than a million Twitter followers.
My thoughts are in a blender and I keep tapping the ‘chop’ button for fun.
Whatever our needs are on this earth – Whether it be natural or spiritual – Are only temporary. So make it real. Make it good. Then make that good feeling last as long as you can last on this planet.
Arguments of false disdain
The smell of menthol in the rain
An icy gust as sharp as rust
That eases troubled pain
I can’t find the words today
They all scatter far and wide
My life’s a joke – “But for you,” I spoke
“I will gladly waste these lines.”